February 2012
9 posts
as soon as i find out my plans next year (good or bad) i’m pretty down to do acid again. shrooms, too, but preferably acid.
I’m trying really hard not to freak out about this whole transfer thing, but it’s not going so well. My future is, if my appeal doesn’t go through, essentially dead. The rest of my life is going to be a lot worse than I thought. I’ll have to go to a city college (probably sac city), and live at home. I’ll watch all my friends have fun at their respective universities...
i’m [probably] going to bonnaroo again!!!!!!!!! :D!
good shit.
someone loves me.
feeling kinda melancholy today for no particular reason. probably just period girl stuff. i’ve been happy, at least considering my schooling situation (or lack thereof), recently, though, so that’s really nice. i’ll make it through tonight though, and tomorrow i should feel better. i miss my friends in boston though. i have friends here, but the only person i can actually talk to...
I have PMS. But my only tears are tears of joy. This is new. This is good.
I’m eliminating parts of my life that make me hurt.
ugh
fuck my dad.
honestly.
he has the nerve to lecture me about my life and my decisions. he went to sac state. he took a break. he got a job he didn’t care about. he became an alcoholic. he got a DUI- a felony. he lost his job. and because of that felony he can’t get a new one. now he’s maybe dropping everything and moving to montana.
yet, after 1 and a half years of hating...