very awkward if people read this one!
urg, i really miss sex. not even in a horny way (well, not at the moment, at least). it’s just… you feel so close. i see why the more romantic phrases make sense; making love, knowing someone biblically, etc. it really is a beautiful thing. i’m not usually one to judge, but i do sort of think it’s a shame people are so casual about it. even ignoring the risks and stuff, i think it’s something special that should be done with someone you love. I’m so glad i waited. I hope my future partners are guys I love, too. I don’t ever want a one night stand. I guess I am young, and it loses meaning with time, but right now, it’s a magical thing.
Ugh. I miss that feeling of closeness. I miss being held close. I miss sharing someone’s breath, someone’s heartbeat.
