man
i need someone besides glenn to tell me this is normal. i keep trying to convince myself it is, but i dont know.
he wont tell me i’m attractive… uhh…
i dont think he wants me in CA next semester. he keeps bringing up boston, like, would it be better if you stayed in boston, would you get paid if you stayed in boston, blah blah blah.
i dont know man.
this is still hard. it’s not getting easier with time, at all.
i wish i could talk to someone about this.
