updates, i guess.
summer has been incredible. things with my boyfriend are actually perfect. i love him. it’s as simple as that. i dont know what we’re doing at the end of summer, and i’m scared. we talked about it a couple days ago, and we decided that we’re not deciding anything just yet. which i guess is good, because before it was implied we’d break up. but jesus. he’s the first person i’ve really loved. physically and emotionally. that’d be hard as hell to let go of. so i’m trying not to think about it too much just yet.a bunch of us are going camping tomorrow, it should be pretty chill. boston has made me realize how much i love/miss nature, so i’m excited to get back in touch with it as much as touch this summer before i go back. i really like all the people in boston. i really like going there overall. i just wish it wasn’t so damn far away. and cold. but it’s warm now, so as that one bitch said when i was in elementary school, “i’m gonna soak up the sun” (or some bullshit like that)
