i don’t know what’s wrong.
today i was on my way to the drive-ins to meet up with lizzie kt and jack, and i was a few minutes early so i pulled into a nearby parking lot, just to chill. and i just started crying. what the hell? like, there are one or two big things on my mind, but jesus. keep it together. i just really want to focus on the present. everything is just atoms and molecules. one of the times i did shrooms i was having a sort of bad trip and i just kept reminding myself of that; none of these feelings are concrete. we’re all just physical substances, just existing. anything beyond that is our own choice. drugs, right? pretty cool! but anyway, don’t see hangover 2, it sucked.
